The killing

I miss you so much

my heart skips a beat everytime I think of you

That is, everyday

I miss you so much

my gut turns upside down everytime I imagine your eyes

I miss you so much 

I get goosebumps everytime I imagine your touch on my skin

I miss you so much

my head hurts everytime I think of our moments together

That is, imagine it could’ve lasted

we could’ve kept going

I could still have you

Everything else is foggy during our time together

Only you are clear

so bright that my eyes burn

I miss you so much 

my soul cries everytime I dream of the new memories 

we could’ve made together

I miss you so much

I might die of the pain

I guess you deleted all the photos and videos from your phone

all the memories from your mind, body and soul

That is, killed me.